Fuck The World and My reputation

Cigarettes and gasoline

I'll leave here ripped at the seams

Bleeding from an open wound

Severed there this afternoon 

Finding no respect and sympathy

Torching my insides only to see

The fact that everything I knew was gone

Burned by the fact I'm always wrong

Cashed in my humiliation

For a laugh

A salutation

Maybe the last

Here I stand alone in place

Drifting in the realms of time and space

To think expressions knew me well

I think I'm learning in this dry spell

Everyone I know can't stand the sight

I'm in the way

Not reliable enough to fight

Chasing a wave thats crashing so near

Moving everything into clear

A mind has spoken to my dismay

The thought of myself being this way

A change I thought I'd never think

Left here to my demise

Falling further down the lines

In a world of torrents and files

I'll never make it back alive